Really?

Clearing Things Up

2011-11-21T01:28:00.005+08:00

Okay, I'll admit it. I've been acting kind of weird these days. Secretive, cryptic, more sensitive than usual, distant. Basically, how I normally am, just that this time, I'm hiding something. So all that bottled up feelings are just manifesting itself in as many ways possible. Give it another 8 hours and it would be exactly 1 week since it all happened. While trying to put my life back on track, I ended up derailing the train of my life and ended up off-course. My plans for the next few months up in smoke. My plans for my life might even be ruined! Hell, how do I even get through the next 2 weeks when I have 2 final exams and 1 big race? Of course, on hindsight after the first scab came off nicely and I have had a wonderful trip for coffee, I knew I was exaggerating. But when the severity of the whole issue first hit me, that's what I felt.

Yesterday morning, there was some drama in the house. I shall not dwell too much but it involved breaking of trust, hurt, and values. Made me wonder how much was taught; were they emphasized enough. It also explained some stuff.

Chanced upon Tablo's Thank You For Breathing and that made me feel like a stronger person. A person whom was depressed singing about why he needed to stay alive; wanting to be happy again. It was a reminder that there are things worth living for, that I should take control of my life again, that things aren't going to so bad after all. Decided to live life meaningfully. I've wasted the past one week practically doing nothing productive and good. The song was like a wake up call.

Studied for a bit. Took my mind off things. For that one hour or so, my greatest concern was 'what exactly is qualitative research and how does that fit into research methods in social science?'. After studying, felt much better. My brain might be tired from the studying but it felt so stimulated. And that is good, considering how I have not used my brain properly for the past one week. Life felt meaningful again.

After the drama, I decided that we needed to take a breather; get out of the house for a while. But that is difficult for me. You see, I've spent the last 1 week holed up in this comfortable place called home. Why would I want to venture out into the open where I would be inviting stares? But I remembered my decision to take control of my own life and not mope around at home. So I got ready all the props I needed and got ready. And that's when the first scab came off, leaving no scar behind. I was so thrilled. So happy that I took the first step to face the outside world again and enjoy the fruit of my labour.

For once, this routine which I have began to grow tired of is so meaningful. A cup of coffee in public can be just so sweet.

2011-01-30T00:51:00.006+08:00

Went the Super Show 3 Singapore today!

held at indoor stadium, it was very first concert and naturally, I was so excited yet nervous.

Also, I don't normally read article on concerts, so I don't know what to expect. Plus, we were in the mosh pit and Running To The Sun posted a long notice to the mosh pit people such as 625 tags per pen; 15 minutes toilet break, strictly no exceeding of time. So I was both worried and excited. Will I get good seats? What if i'm queuing up at the wrong entrance? What if it rains? What if we have to requeue again? You get my drift. But at the same time, I was really, really excited. Its Super Junior!!! which means Kyuhyun!! Yesung!! Ryeowook!! Donghae!!! *insert scream* I really like some of their songs, plus I'm looking forward to see them perform their hit tracks live and hear coagulation & some other songs. So I was really excited.

Sorry, I sidetracked. Can't help it. I should just get to the concert, right?

3 things I didn't like about the whole experience:

Running Into The Sun queuing system for the people in the moshpit who were given a tag. There were less than 20 toilet passes to go around 1000plus people. Sometimes, there were long toilet queues. Sometimes the people in the toilet queue were told to go back to their queues because they cant let people go to the toilet at the moment due to some reason. Which means these people queued for nothing. Sometimes, we were told that noone was to go toilet for the next half an hour, which dragged on for another half hour. Another instance, just before we could go into the concert area, we were all released for toilet break and must be back within 20minutes or so. All 1000 over of us were released for a toilet break at the same time. And the best thing is, we would have to requeue all over again if we don't make it back within the stipulated time. How ridiculous is that? Well, in fairness, they didn't really close the gates on us, which means they probably just wanted us to make it snappy. So, as you can see, many people were unhappy about the whole queuing thing, with some even calling it a jail, of some sort. With all their preparations, the one thing that they failed to consider was the possibility of many girls needing to go to the toilet many times, huh? Well, another way of looking at it is that they didn't consider it a factor so they probably didn't give it much thought.

The behaviour of some of the fans. Some were gl, some were drama mama, some were... downright bitchy and rude. Talking loudly, screaming their heads off for no reasons, pushing, nudging people and more.

Fans screaming during a slow song. It totally spoils the whole mood, and you can't really hear the vocals live. Doesn't really make sense, does it? You pay to hear and see your idols sing/dance live, but there you are ruining it? I'm sorry, perhaps I'm the only one who really wanted to hear them sing live. Especially during a ballet. Ryeowook sang One Fine Day and Kyuhyun sang New Endless Love. New Endless Love is such a great song, right? And Kyuhyun sang it live. LIVE!!! instead of enjoying his version of the song, you take it as a k-box session and sang along with him? wth?? Sorry, I don't get that. Bits of his voice can be heard over the screaming fans, so it wasn't that bad. Just thought that it would be great if I can hear his cover of that great song, with his great vocals. Just saying.

Some parts of the experience I like

Making new friends. It was just Charissa and I, the two of us. So we made friends with the fans queuing up infront and behind us. It was quite fun. Making new friends and exchanging stories and helping each other get freebies
Watching the performances LIVE! That would probably be most peoples' main reason for attending a concert, right? Well, thats one of mine too. I really like their performances of their hit songs, such as No Other, Sorry Sorry & Bonamana. SO to watch them perform live was amazing! Because Charissa and I stood further back, we could get a good view of everybody. It was really a great experience. I really liked Bonamana. Did I mention it was a good performance?
Yesung singing It Has To Be You. His vocals was superb, and the song was awesome. And, the best part is, the fans weren't really screaming to that song, so I could catch most parts of his voice
Seeing each member up close. Cause we were in the moshpit, we can get a really good view of them when they came to our area. All of them walked around the stage area so that all the fans can get a good view of them. Special mention goes to Sungmin, Siwon, Kyuhyun, Heechul. They came over to our side more frequently than the other Super Junior members. Heechul came over quite often and I'm only rushing to get a good view of him only because of Charissa. But Heechul was still good. Sungmin came over quite frequently and Kyuhyun too. But the best was Siwon. I'm totally won over by him. He is absolutely charming. He knows how to work the crowd and he was really nice to the fans. Twice, he took the fans' camera to take photos with the fans. WOW. Lucky fans. Sporting Siwon. In the past, I never liked him much, except that he was good looking. Now, I'm a Siwon fan.
Rushing from 1 side of the pit to another, and to another. Because the moshpit was in the middle of the stage, all four sides of the moshpit was accesible to Super Junior to walk. Normally, when one member comes to one side, everybody will rush to that side to get a good view, or to grab a video, or to just show support. So since they could access all four sides of the pit, this was how it went: "OMG! Siwon is at the left side of the pit!*everystart rushes to the left side* "OMG! Heechul is coming to the back!" * everyone dashes towards the back* "OMG! Kyuhyun is at the front!" And yes, you can guess it. Everyone dashes towards the front. Seems tiring and messy but it is quite fun when you are doing it. The euphoria and adredaline rush. Feels abit like rushing from 1 party to the next. I thought that was quite fun. The whole rushing-from-one-side-to-the-other-side thingy.
The sea of blue lightsticks. When the lights went off, all you could see was blue lightsticks. I think that it is very beautiful, and how lucky it is that Super Junior is welcomed by such a sight. They probably see it very often, since they have many concerts, but still... it is a wonderful sight which I don't think anyone can get sick of.
Henry's cover of Justin Bieber's Baby. Nice! The first part on the piano was quite good.
The fact that Super Junior remembered Kangin and had a special performance just for him. They got a footage of him for SS3. And the final screen showed them all together with kangin. I was overwhelmed and teared abit. If I think about now, I probably wouldn't be so overwhelmed. But at that moment, thinking about Kangin, thinking about Super Junior, I was. They are waiting for him to come back. I'm waiting too.

Some interesting things I saw:

During 1 song, Leeteuk held on to his jacket the entire time. Sorta like he was using his hand as a button, to keep the jacket from opening. Quite a interesting sight because it was an upbeat dance-y track so he only dance with one hand. Wardrobe malfunction, probably?
Eunhyuk, Shindong & Donghae performed Single Ladies. They wore dresses complete with wigs. Donghae looked uncomfortable. He kept adjusting the wig.
Kyuhyun has a little bit of potmarks on the left side of his face, near the ear :( I just had to insert a sad face for this. Because I really am. Its like I just realised that these korean idols are human afterall, that they have skin issues too. Haha. I was half kidding about the last bit.
They were all perspiring. Singapore is that hot?
When Siwon said "You want to come with me to church tomorrow?"

okay, done for now! (:

Nights yo! (:

Post As (Part 2)

2010-12-25T12:37:00.013+08:00

Italy!

I am really lazy to post a day by day account of my trip so i shall elaborate on each photos.

Hotel:

had continental breakfast everyday. hehe. so its cheese, ham, milk and croissants.

booked them through www.hotelclub.com and www.booking.com

Transport:

We flew by Lufthansa airlines, which was a German airline. So on the plane, the instructions were in German and in English. It wasn't in Italian cause we transit at Munich Airport. Everyone around us were westerners =.=

It was snowing in Munich! I think it looks so pretty, the white bed of snow on the ground. it was really cold. Tried their german sausage there. They provide free coffee and tea to those at the boarding gates. There was those coffee/ tea making machines thatt you find in pantries at every two or three gates. I learnt that wasser is water in german.

Upon reaching Rome, we took a train to the central station. The process of getting our tickets took long. Cause they didn't know we had our euro passes and we didn't really quite understand the meaning of reserving tickets.

At the central station, we had to run for our train. cause it was about to leave alr, and we didnt exactly know where to go. Luckily, we made it on time to catch the train. Took the first class seats so it was quite spacious and they even gave each passenger some biscuits and 1 drink.

Florence! (Firenze)

Artworks near Palazzo Vecchio. Didn't really understand them cause the words were in italian.

The street lamps. Nice right? The stands are three legs. This was taken.... idk whats the name of the place. lol. A statue of Michelangelo's David is located here though. Anyone know?

This is in the building Basilica di Santa Croce. This picture shows Dante Alighieri's memorial. Other funeral memorial includes Galileo Galilei. It is quite beautiful actually. There are stained glasses, other works, etc. Some are still in the process of preservation.

Taken at Ponte Vecchio. You can see the river Flume Arno behind. Ponte Vecchio is famous for being a bridge which there are many jewelry shops on it. It was a rule that only jewelry shops were allowed on the bridge. Apparently, during the war, this bridge was the only bridge that wasn't bombed

Side view of Ponte Vecchio. So pretty right.

Pizzas & Paninis!

They really have many different types of breads and different toppings for the pizza. At this place, we tried the pizaa with anchovies. It was quite salty though. Ate icecream there! don't know why I like to eat ice cream in cold weather. it was the same in london and in perth. Maybe i just like eating icecream (:

Pitti Palace! Apparently the royalty occupied it for a brief period of time. Didn't explore all of it. Also, there was a mandaotry security check there.

The streets there were really narrow. And cars don't really move very fast in the tourist areas, cause there are many people on the streets. The buildings aren't very tall, and I think they are old buildings, unlike Singapore where most buildings are new. For example, most still have those woodern doors and the windows have grills on them. hmm, am i describing it right? i think my english have gonne down the drain after As.

Michelangelo's David!

Note: thhe pics aren't in chronological order. This pic is taken at the same place where the street lamp was taken.

Gnocchi & Penne.

In some restaurants, they charge coperto. Which is cover charge. which is like service charge and GST. Some charge 1.50 euro per person, some charge 2.50 euro per person. I think the range is around there. This place has coperto. It was the first dinner we had in Florence, and since then, we tried to avoid places that has coperto.

View of Duomo & Giotto's Tower from the same place where David is located. It was quite high so we could get a good view of Florence from here.

Basilica di San Miniato al Monte. There was some church service inside.

Venice! (Venezia)

You can see the canals and the bridges and the boats. The buildings( houses?) are all very near each other. It was like this in Florence too. It is a really nice feeling to walk along the streets. Its quite a experiece, knowing that water is beside you, while you are walking on land. kinda like walking along the coast.

This was taken in the morning. It was really misty and cold. The buildings on the left are hotels. This particular stretch has many hotels located along it. The nearest boatstop is St Zaccaria. The vendor is selling souvenirs. Told you people! You can find souvenirs EVERYWHERE. so i didn't buy them. lol. cause i wanted to find nice ones.

The structure is St mark Square. It looks blur cause it was misty. So you can't see the top of the tower. It is really nice. Empty at night. And its really near my hotel.

My mum on a public boat (: Its just like public bus: alot of people, same rumbling engine, driver. Only diff is that it on water. The rope at the nail-like thingy at the back is used to secure the boat to the land by tying the big nail thingy to the one at land. ha. bet you don't understand xD

Gondola rides! really expensive. This bunch of Chinese are rich enough to pay for it. Pfft.

During high tide, it may flood. So they have these planks for ppl to walk on. This is at St Mark Square there.

Same place. The water level is quite shallow. Some people walk through the water in their wellies.

At the hotel, to prevent water from entering, they have planks and some barricade-like structure. Thats me dad right there (:

This is the non tourist district. Near the bus interchange there. Selling veg and meat.

High tide. and thats how they park the boats. to the poles.

Passengers getting off the boat. there is always a boat attendant to help assist the passengers get on and off the boat. And tie the rope.

Boatstop (:

So people wait inside it while waiting for the boat.

From land to the boatstop. And there is a validation machine. which dad says work on a honext system.

Boats.

Boat platform thingy. lol.

Milan! (Milano)

My first thought when we came out of the train was: wa! finally in a city again!

lol. we see many retail outlets. The people are very fashionable, people moving quickly. There is this feel of.. busy-ness that you can feel in Singapore during peak hour. Like Singapore, there is shops in the MRT there. And there is advertisments on screens at the platform area. Kinda like SG, but with more heritage, better fashion, more developed(?)

Versace!

One of the street light display. cool right (: it think it was in a shopping district, near the one with the versace thingy. There were some others too.

More cute street lights (: shorts, undies, dress, shirt :) and my parents (:

This structure. magnificent. Galleria Vittorio Emanuele II. The shops there are high end boutiques. Like Gucci, etc. Me and my mom are looking at the duomo. another magnificent structure.

Tada! Duomo di Milano! it is really magnificent. If you look closer, you can see the tiny details. There are many people there. I think some are on school trips or smth. Many tourists.

Side of the Duomo.

Rome!

If you didn't notice, me and mum bought new jackets! (:

Mine is a simple black one while mum's is a stylish red one. hehe. Behind us is Castello Sforzesco.

Enjoying drinkts in Milan. Aperitivo: you order drinks, and they give you some finger food to go with it. Only during certain time. abit like happy hour. abit.

The Colosseum.

Didn't have much contact lens left, so wore specs.

the Altar of the Nation. located near the Colosseum and the Pantheon. It is really beautiful. The artworks.

Photo taken at the Colosseum. Nice pic right? but it came with a hefty price. apparently its 20 euro per person. WOW. they just came over to take photos with us. And after taking the photos, they demanded payment. My dad refused to pay, because they did not state beforehand. so he gave them 30.

Okay! finally done! (:

have been working since i came back from my trip.

and meeting up with friends for lunch and dinner (:

btw, Happy New Year people! (:

Post As (part 1)

2010-12-18T22:48:00.004+08:00

Warning! UBER LENGTHY POST!

Heylo!

been long huh?
my last post was about prelims.Now, As is over, I went to Italy, I've started work and Christmas is nearing.

Lets start with As!
Geog was first and last paper, so I spent alot of time sutdying for it. Think I regurgitated all my knowledge for the human geog paper. Maths was.... easy? no, not easy but much easy than all the NY papers I've done. Physics was tough. Paper 3 was such a killer. Chem was the most doable out of all the papers. And the topic for GP compre was on Food. What the....? I really didn't know what to right for the AQ.

And with that, As is over!~
Celebrated with <3s after human geog paper. After dinner, we ate Ben & Jerry's. OMG. 6 tubs to share between 7 ppl. As some of us were alredy full from dinner, the ice cream was really too much for all of us. I think we had enough of B & J for a year. finally tried the new Peanut Butter Cup flavour. Its... just like peanut butter, but as ice cream.

and the next few days were very hectic, but so fun.
Nessy was sick the next day so couldn't meet me. Went to cut hair with mom. Its really layered after the cut( I can't say now as I went to cut my hair today again). Dinner with entire family at Cafe 211! They have 50% off total bill on the first wednesday of the month. I don't know how we arrived at our next activity. but we did. Clubbing. hehe. Bro showed me around some of the clubs. Quite cool (: Have elements of Disco Night but much much much better. Drank abit too.

Went shopping for office-wear the next day with mom (: just realised that my wardrobe will increase significantly cause I need to buy many many working clothes. Begin to appreciate those T-shirts with stripes and some frills at the front. I don't think i'm describing it right. But I'm sure you get the picture.

Headed to Firm's house after that Stayover! Movies, Food, Badminton, Attempt at sleeping(many attempts, actually), Macs Breakfast. In the words of a friend: OZZUM POZZUM!

Went home first before meeting Joelle to go Exco outing. Planned to Ice Skate. But went K box instead. Really enjoyed myself. Many Chinese songs and some English and Korean Songs. Attempted to rap to Love The Way You Lie. But failed quite miserably. I've been meaning to go Kbox again but I haven't found the time.

Went out with Nessy and Yve the next day! (: missed them loads. Intro-ed them to Red Rock Deli Chips Lime & Black Pepper flavour. Hey YOU! if you have yet to try it, GO TRY. the small pack is available at Candy Empire. Bought Nail Polish! (: shall buy somemore 2moro. I want Green! and a neutral colour to wear to work! Shopped abit. For the first time, I was very enthu about shopping while nessy wasn't. Bought something I've been wanting for a really really long time. It isn't as if I've not seen it in shops before, or that it is expensive, but something else. With 'you have already graduated' as a reason that my fried gave me , I bought it. Painted my nails blue! muahaha.

Started watching Cinderella Stepsister by KBS. I have wanted to watch the show, but didn't start cause it was too near As. Now that exams are over, I can finally start watching. So great that Joelle's mom bought the dvd! so i borrowed it from her. Still watching it now, only on ep 15. I really love the show. Those who follow me on twitter prolly know that right, esp after today's spam.

Awesome Day (:

2010-09-28T22:54:00.003+08:00

Heylo!

been long since I posted anything interesting so i shall post smth ultra long today.

Had a REALLY great day today.

Physics MCQ in the morning, not too horrible,
got back paper 2, I passed! muahaha. so happy (:
though i did many revision questions, I only jumped 2 grades.
But its still worth celebrating. hehe. good motivation (:

Walked around Serangoon Central with a coffee oreo ice blended.
it may seem, boring, but when you are hearing music, and there is so much buzz going on around you,
it is actually very enjoyable.
especially browsing the super cold (NTUC?FAIRPRICE?) omg, i don't even know which it is. lol
all the food is totally makes you salivate.

Met Arina and a few of her classmates at Macs.
Ate a Fillet o fish, and a bit of hashbrown.
then all of a sudden,
OWWW...
my teeth started hurting, no idea why.
decided to head home first before meeting nessy and rest in town
but, like the other time, it stopped hurting on the way home.
hmmmm...

took a cab down to town with mom.
hehe, so i was first to arrive (:
shopped at cine for awhile, saw this ultra nice green blazer.
woo~
nice to the max.
bought it.
lucky i had more cash today :D

had waffle icecream with nessy at billy bombers.
the waffles there is really good.
there is caramel and... chocolate sauce i think.
though the icecream flavour is only strawberry shortcake, i think, it was really really good.
cost 10bucks plus though :/
took many many photos after that while waiting.

caught Wall Street! with nessy,ben and yveena :D
woa, think the movie is really good. heehee.
for those who haven't caught it, go.
awesome :D
also, it serves as a ultra entertaining lesson on the global financial meltdown.
good for GP :D
love the female actress. I think she is so so cool.

walked around heeren for awhile before heading to clarke quay
for...
reverse bungy jumping! :D
been wanting to do this since....
2 years ago when my brother said he would go with me but i dono how he managed to snake out of it. lol.
went with nessy!
omg, on the way there, i was so nervous, worried and anxious.
like, was it scary? how is it like?
when we reach there, the thing look so big and scary.
yikes.
then i remember how much i wanted to do this.
teehee.
so i become excited
and it was really,really awesome (:
the feeling of gravity, the feeling of the force,
the elastic potential energy and kinetic energy. lol.
this same scenario was my physics paper 2 question 2. haha.
on the way down, we could see the nice view.
it really was picturesque (:
i liked the way the river looked so serene and beautiful, and grand, with the backdrop of the bars and shophouses
damn nice :D

after that, headed back to somerset 313 for Marche!
ate rosti, as usual.
it was the first time the place was crowded.
perhaps it is because i always visit it during non-meal times.
anyways, the rosti was really good.
rosti wasn't overcooked, and the serving of sour cream was just right.

walked around heeren for awhile,
cause we were too full.
saw this video on making silver clay ring.
stood there watching it with yveena.
apparently nessy was calling us to go but we wan't to watch.
after that, nessy said there were many itouch covers at fourskins.
sigh, i should have stopped watching the video and follow her.
now i have to endure the horrible blue itouch cover for another while more.

ate Ben & Jerry's after that!
had twenty buck voucher, so had the six-scoops combo thingy.
paid another additional 9bucks.
totally sinful to the max but damn worth it :D

totally stuffed,
went to scape to walk around before heading home.

teehee. awesome day with awesome people doing awesome things (:
photos another time! (:

2010-09-06T00:25:00.002+08:00

The past few days had been an emotional hell.
Everything feels wrong, and nothing seems right.
Sure, I smile but deep down, the real issue is nagging away.
You probably won't know, for I haven't mumbled a single word about it.
Except once, when it was so bad.
Hopefully, it doesn't get leaked.

So i'm grateful for all the company the past few days.
Its simple words and silly banter but thats all I need.

So thank you.

2010-07-09T00:29:00.001+08:00

i know its already been a few months.
but everytime i see it happening, my heart feels like its been stabbed a million times.

Freeeedom!

2010-07-08T19:30:00.002+08:00

Exams are over!

just celebrated the occasion with Pepper Lunch and Guitar Hero with EXCO! :)

finally back (:

2010-06-14T01:45:00.007+08:00

HEYLO!!!

its been a reeeeally long time since i blogged yea (:
not that i can't find anything to blog about, but that i've found other places to express my thoughts so, i've kinda forsaken my blog for awhile. so, if you are reading this, yay! thanks for still visiting! :D

hee, i've some inspiration today, so i shall blog.

I've often thought about the meaning of friendship and soulmates and how is it applicable to our world where people are so fickle minded and take things for granted and don't fully appreciate the simple things in life that should be taken seriously. Thats not to say that i'm different but, its quite depressing if life is like that right? So i've been wondering whom would you call your friend? what does it feel like to have friends?
Anyway, today i experienced it. Its that sort of feeling.... when you see people with the same thoughts as you; thinking of your welfare because they are geuninely concerned about you; walking the same path as you not because they are forced to but because they want to. I guess, it is these little things that keep me smiling and remember that life is, afterall, beautiful.

anyway, just some pics of what i've been up to these few months.

i can't resist not putting in BIG BANG. lol.

they have a new single 'Tell Me Goodbye",

and T.O.P has a new movie " 71- Into The Fire"

hee.

NY Choir Concert: Beauty and the Beast(An Adaptation)

with dearest 32nd! (:

My birthday celebration at Fish & Co. with <3s

CC's last official event (:

J1 Cohort Dialogue Session

Get Well ZX...

But...

it was not to be.

We still love you,
no matter what.

Movie with Nessy! <3

Angus, Thongs & Perfect Snogging!

Tricking Ziyuan: birthday surprise! (:

Dry swimming!

Communications Committee <3

and moreeee.

but, i can't possibly blog about it all. ohoh.

birthday dedications :D

Happy belated birthday!

Tricia! :) known you since council camp briefing! (:
Jenin! :) fated to be in the saaaaaame committee except one! (:
Wan Yi! :) A.K.A Momo! :) haha.

I got my itouchy.

yayyy~

GEOG TEST!!!!

2010-03-24T20:45:00.002+08:00

CCADS OVERRRR!!!!!!!

what shall i study??? hmmmmm...

i can always learn but i only get to teach once.

2010-03-20T20:40:00.004+08:00

NYJC Council Camp 2010!

Showing the ropes and toughing up the nominees

love 32nd! (:

Campfire night was AWESOMEEEEEEEEE

the games, the laughter, the skits, the company, the atmosphere.

ESPECIALLY the company.

we sure know how to have fun xD

can't wait for next year!

we'll be back as ex-councillors!

did qing ming today.

i find the whole process very humbling and i learn smth new whenever i do it.

great weather today ((:

SO WHAT IF I LEARN SMTH NEW? I LEARN SMTH NEW EVERY YEAR

I ONLY GET TO TEACH MY JUNIORS ONCE.

you always think you're right.

messing others' plans for your own benefit.

i guess there is no point planning our own schedule and infomring you in advance.

you just MESS IT UP.

Bye, awesome-but-sadly-misunderstood electronic gadget

2010-03-11T23:32:00.002+08:00

You don't give me what I want.

Times have changed, so move along with it.

See a problem? Find a solution then, don't deprive me of it.

You are finally behaving like what you really supposed to be.

And i don't like it.

2010-03-08T01:12:00.002+08:00

was walking along the canel on saturday and I did a good deed.

what struck me as surprising was not that i actually did a good deed, but the wave of emotions that came over me.

Its been a long time since old grannies and wheelchairs were in my life.

anyway, Mr. KK flying to Vietnam today.

have fun kid!

Oh My Friend

2010-03-02T22:51:00.005+08:00

"If this world makes you sad,

say my name whenever, wherever.

i'm 119 emergency, for you only. "

2010-02-27T00:31:00.004+08:00

"Since your shoebag hit your bag, your shoebag should buy your bag a new bag"

Mr. Chia's face was epic.
i shouldn't say lame/random stuff when a teacher is around.

went with fel, brendon, yuxi and some 1024-ians to buy stuff for adopt a wish. it was... rather interesting. Had regular food court food at amk instead of pepper lunch! maybe thats why i keep going to amk instead of j8. cause of pepper lunch. haha. omg! my doughnut keychain drop again :/ hmmm. should i buy another one?

Had some dialogue session today with the 3 local uni.
first time i smsed so much to brendon.
apparently, the seat was occupied by a water bottle so casper had to float.
hmmm, it was holding a bottle of coke for me.....
so where's my coke float?

on a serious note, some of the things the uni people tlaked about was quite impt.
so i conclude: i must do well in GP.
so i shall spend more time studying gp.

Going in M'sia later. Dinner with the cousins! (:

The feeling is horrendous.
I shan't do it anymore.

2010-02-25T00:01:00.004+08:00

slap me if i make the same mistake next year.

in no relation to the above words,

i just typed 1244 words for geography,
racked my brain punching keys into my calculator for maths,
and realised that being misunderstood is a routine.

hmmm.......
whatever happened to life?

2010-02-22T20:53:00.001+08:00

Now that you have reached the bottom, the only way is up. Hang in there, things will only get better.

Be Strong now,

2010-02-22T00:26:00.003+08:00

my gp homework is less than 20% done.
*pray hard that 2moro i don't have to present*

its been an interesting few days!

"What goes up must come down"
Seeing worried expressions and cryptical messages,
its evident that reality is crashing down on us.
Deep in our heart, we know that others are in a worst shape than us. It hurts to see them like that, but there is not much we can do. It gets worst when you think about the upcoming series of events.
"Hey kiddo, smile, its gonna be okay"
its that going to help?
yea, but how far can you go?

had dinner with darren and nessy on friday.
it was AWESOME :D
they brought me to adam road.
the maggie goreng was nice(:
they seem to keep bringing me to the places with nice food.
but i shall spoil that by bringing them to pepper lunch next time. MUAHAHA.

didn't do much on saturday, except my parents wanted to go the CQ.
gah. the next time i go there shall be after 44days.

studied with ben,pipi,yimei today (:
saw a group practicing for the one.
and got scammed by a cute green packaging.

2010-02-15T01:54:00.001+08:00

my silver shoes give me blisters :(

2010-02-14T00:55:00.004+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday FELICIA!!! :D

Cousins make CNY meaningful.

Chinese New Year & Valentines Day

2010-02-14T00:42:00.003+08:00

I'm typing this with balloon mess all over the floor

Hello!!
haven't blogged in a while.
Lets start with wednesday.
Was in malaysia!! haha
"IM GONNA BE LATE FOR PE"
"I'M IN MALAYSIA"
"OMG! YOU ARE IN MALAYSIA?!"
haha. liyan is hilarious (:
made my queuing up less boring.

Fel made cupcakes for everyone in 0924!!
Thanks FELCIA Dear!! (:
it was super sweet, with personalized name on the cupcakes and message.
only insensitive and low eq OWH didn't want his.
what a jerk =.=

Fridayyy!!
went to buy cake with milly and weikee.
cny celebration and gave out oranges to the teachers ((:
the chinese new year song guru was cute, haha.
omg! i don't know the lyrics!! :(:(

anyway, after that, raced down to canteen to prepare cake for fel (:
and got presents!
thanks Milly, Chao Chao, Jenin, Zheng Xuan, Liyan, Felicia, Yien Chen for the gifts (;
and Guang wen's mom! xD
haha.

CCADACLER!!
did a bit of walking.
wow. potong pasir is quite far from serangoon.
got the sun!! :(:(
can't wait to walk the route again! :D
and i'm facil with zy!!
when i asked him which aspect i was, he suan me!! :(:(
gah.
raced home for tuition.
Mr david saved me from mindboggling intergration.

okayy, did a bit of studying today.
shall post photos later (:

2010-02-06T01:37:00.003+08:00

Met my dearest nessy and yve at amk today (:
miss them so much :/
we sat there for half an hour talking before we went to order. surprised they didn't chase us away.

had pepper lunch again.
i think i'm hooked.
after leaving the place, i felt like eating again.
lol.
people! anyone up for eating pepper lunch with me? :D:D

haha.
only bad point is that it is burning a deep hole in my pocket.
imagine if i eat on monday, tuesday and wednesday........
:o my money all fly away :O

Orientation is over!~
both happy and sad.
it has been an amazing 4 months of preparation and execution.
whats with blocks,cca,ccab,opalog,relationships,yada,yada.

celebrated xy's birthday on friday (:
bet he was surprised (:

hmmm, was in m'sia on saturday.
experienced a ridiculous and ineffective system.
it was obvious but apparently, no one seems to complain or mind.
kinda made me angry but maybe my dad is right too.
that we are too used to a straight and clean path laid out for us.
maybe i should have been more inquisitive and think ahead.
but then again, who has the right to vent their anger on others?

2010-02-02T00:05:00.002+08:00

Hey People!

Today's telematach was awesome!
i think me, joel and pun did a good job.
cheers for us!!
cause we practically ran 3 stations while keeping 6 ogs high ((:

Heard smth today.

wasn't very surprised because i kinda expected it already.

2moro is day 4 and disco night!!!
awesome! (:

2010-02-01T00:35:00.005+08:00

MR FOONG WEI KIT!!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Don't so beng le okayy?

Hey people!

sat was good! ((:

started of with cca bazaar FDS rehearsal.

went pretty well i must say! (:

and we danced run the show and tell me.

omg, it was so weird dancing in front of dancers and other performing arts ccas whom were watching us.

luckily i was behind.

following that, 32nd aar!

it was...great

dear 32nd, i'm really touched that everyone shared.

It made the whole council experience alot more meaningful.

I feel much motivated now because of you people.

lets all work hard together!

4 more months!

32nd <3

went off to dg to wait for dad.

Bad experience.

don't see why people should vent their frustrations on innocent people whom are equally as frustrated or more worried than you.

Sunday!

saw ben chua fighting with his "younger brother"

and no, don't think sick. She's a person.

hmmm.

they made me realised that people can fight while dancing to "the best things in life are free"

maybe if ya ask gwen hard enough, he'll show ya :D

Cine/PS/Cathay!!

bought my freakkin ex silver shoe.

whee.. shall wear it soon (:

okayy, 2moro is day 3!

telematch with joel!

strepsils, here i come!

I don't see why i should bother anymore.

You don't care, so why should I?

People don't know what i know. so they don't see you for whom you really are.

But i know you.

Thats why i don't respect you.

2010-01-30T00:14:00.003+08:00

UP!

Beyond Limits

NYJC ORIENTATION 2010

Went to sentosa today and was gm with Clementee :D:D

We had the most AWESOME station.

because there is grass, treess, cafe and ben & Jerrys above.

lol.

even when there is rain,

the ogms enjoyed music, chairs, and can buy food.

lol.

anyway, today at c2 was... interesting.

really made me ponder about things alot.

went to makan with ziyuan, pipi, ben, rama, pun, kangliang, charissa and joel.

omg. super hilarious.

started laughing at almost everything and j's spastic face.

Is this sign of giving up?

2010-01-27T23:12:00.004+08:00

NYJC ORIENTATION 2010

UP! Beyond Limits!

**Proudly brought to you by the 32nd Student Council with the support and assistance of Orientation Group Leaders, AVA and others ((:

Omg, i can't wait.

its gonna be so cool!

imagine, just last year, those lost poor little kids were us. now, we are the ones who will be directing them!

lol. awesome! can't wait. (;

Had Chem prac today, and i learnt how to differentiate white, creme and yellow! haha.

but i don't think you can tell clearly from the pic.

Trad shirt arrived already!

yay!

and i'm too lazy to rotate the picture. so people! tild your heads 90 degrees :D:D

Mine says awesome ickle! without the awesome. lol.
should have written there: mmf.ickle.
for those whom do not understand, visit the site below:
http://www.mymilktoof.blogspot.com/

Lardee! go and grab a shirt and customise k!! ((:

we took 32nd photos today at fountain with ties and trad tee. I feel so accomplished! :D

Thank you Shao Hua for coming down to take photos for us! ((:

we finally managed to take the photos despite our super busy and hectic schedule.

But nvm, still love ya 32nd ((:

I'd realise the cause of the problems. but i have yet to find an answer.

I found that darkness, and its here to stay.

2010-01-23T21:32:00.002+08:00

I kept thinking about it all day cause i don't know how to react.

well, now I know.

I shall just not think about it.

I guess its a characteristic inherent in me to view things from that particular perspective.

But please know,

I'll be here.

Sushiii

2010-01-22T20:23:00.003+08:00

Hey people!~

haha.
today was awesome! ((:

to be more precise, it was after 11.01am when Mr Low said: " you are free to go..."

yea! (:

went to ION and had sakae sushi buffet!

the buffet was so full, but the service was super unsatisfactory.
they kept seeing if we finished our food and when the food arrived,
another waiter would say to us:" just to let you know, we charge for food wastage"
OMG
We left ONE, JUST ONE sushi of rice on the plate, and the lady told us that was food wastage.
OMG
what a bad experience.
but, it was quite funny to laugh at them
and derrick's stare was epic!

Also, showed 32nd about www.mymilktoof.blogspot.com haha. it super cute! xD

okay, gonna go study noww, 2moro still have tuition :'(

I can feel the gap and it hurts.
but its okay, i'll tolerate it.

Huh? What Block test?

2010-01-22T12:56:00.000+08:00

Hello!
blocks' are over ((:

yay!!! lol.
don't have to stress over studying so much le (;
but later still have to study maths for 2moro's tuition :(

also! just realised that ytd was the 32nd post!! haha.
yay! (;

Orientation 2010 and CCA Bazaar is coming up ((:

okay, i blog later la.
now have to rush to fountain le.
((;

**i need to go and buy the softboards

EPIC

2010-01-21T00:21:00.002+08:00

Something epic happened yesterday....

In order to avoid seeing this guy,
one of my TALL friend hid under the table.

It was like...
One minute he is there
the next...
Hey! where you go?

haha.

2010-01-19T20:06:00.001+08:00

Okay, thats it.
enough of tv for 1 day.

Expectations

2010-01-19T01:02:00.002+08:00

One normally starts of with very high expectations
but when they fall, they fall hard and they hurt themselves badly.
Normally, people would just keep trying and like little kids,
they would keep falling until they really learn the meaning of the word PAIN.
When it really hurts, you realise that actually, the higher your expectations, the greater the fall.
And you realise, hey, actually, i don't have to expect so much.
I know whats happening around me, and it hurts that this is happening.
But when i think about the past, i learn that i should be happy with what I have right now, and should just stop asking for more.
That why, I don't expect that much anymore.

2010-01-19T00:54:00.003+08:00

Today, I took my GP paper.
I'm glad i didn't study for it cause even if i did study, it wouldn't have helped either.
Teachers were nice to only make us do compre (: no compo! Yay!

went to CR to study, completely current of electricity tutorial!
some questions are ohmygosh tough.
me and weikit spent a long time to figure out the answers,
especially question 11. i think i spent bout an hour.
maybe cause i was engrossed in weikit's itouch to really try to understand.
anyway!
went to tp to do mass movement.
the place was so nice to study, too bad someone wanted to go home =.=

okay, i can afford to blog cause i have no econs 2moro, but i still need to study for geog and maths.
i realise tht i havent touched differentiation and M. series since i finished the tutorial.
must.revise.

Oh! my 2010 new year resolution:

STUDY MORE GEOGRAPHY

yea, cause i flip my notes less than 3 times.
i don't wanna get S again :'(

On a brighter note,
i'm gonna start on my project NY!!
its actually 2 projects, but its a secret so i can't let it be too obvious (:
lets just say..... it involves softboards, ribbons, papers and hell lotsa photos :D

My first(s) time

2010-01-08T21:57:00.005+08:00

For the first time,
Iwas truly at a loss.
I really wanted to run away.
I discovered that things weren't as good as i thought.
I realised that regarding that aspect, I've not changed.
I wonder what would happen if i was stuck in there forever.

Yes, today has been a very memorable day.

A great big THANK YOU! to uncle locksmith ;)

I LOVE NP. THEY GIVE FREE DONUTS!!!!~

Had a super fun afternoon today!

Opened the house of SP & NP with zy and arina today.

the place was packed with lotsa people.

we were mainly interested in the freebies, since our future didn't depend on how much information we could get out of the open houses.

SP had too little goodie bags! :(

NP gives many free stuff :D:D

anyway, we spoke to many of the students in np and sp, cause we are quite interested in some of the courses they offer. All of them asked if we are interested in poly/ what school are you from/ are you sec4/are you taking results on monday/
omgomg.. we didn't know what to say. so we mostly... avoided the question. lol. except for 3 or 4 of them. esp the sp innovex tour guide! (: we confessed that we are just taking a look and that we are from jc but she still showed us around patiently.

Next off, NP!
The open hosue was good ((: maybe i should make it a point to go every year (:
lotsa freebies and cool booths.

School of Business & Accountancy had some really cool courses.
School of Film, & Media Studies was also really cool.
Met joni there!!!!

she saw me first and the first thing i thought was, crap. Now the PR/AD students know we are not sec 4 students lol. but anyway, they were outgoing and still presented their course to us.

Some of the students from SP and NP were really patient and explained in dept to us about their courses. After their explanation, I find some modules really interesting (:

OHOH!!!! I HAVE NP SHIRT.

FREEEE~

lol.

heh. just shout smth creative bout NP.

so we shouted: NPNP is the best! haha.

cool. too bad they only have white colour left :/

saw fir and some others too! (:

how coincidental, cause i met fir at last year's open house too.

I've also bought a new specs, in case ya can't tell from the photos.

and its green in colour!!! :):)

so now i can wear my green hairband, with my green clip, carry my green laptop case, and drink from my green nike bottle!!!!

lol.

anyway! been a long time since i posted.

everytime i wanted to post bout some event, the event would be over ready and i would have lost the inspiration to post. Also, I've been really busy since New Year.

School is starting soon!

really, really, really not looking forward to it :/

I've procrastinated for a long time.

Its time to take action.

2010-01-01T01:52:00.001+08:00

Goodbye 2009...Hello 2010 (:

I'm ready for it, baby.

bring it on.

Bye, 2009

2009-12-31T19:39:00.002+08:00

Been a long time.
wanted to post many many pictures, but i was too lazy :/
oh well, typing ths while waiting for party to start?

a whole bunch of balloons over my head.

yea, i would have fun at the pary
but certain elements would be missing which would make the party less perfect.
but, i've always felt this year every year.
there is always something missing.

i''m not too looking forward to 2010.

yea.

Hong Gil Dong

2009-12-25T03:03:00.003+08:00

The show really makes me want to cry.

But it is an awesome show.

the closest you will get

2009-12-24T21:21:00.003+08:00

This is about the closest I'll get to that emotion online.
so lap it up. lap it all up. and relish the taste.

We planned to break tradition.
But we realised, that its not so easy to break it.
The desire to do things differently makes it even more unbearable when we realise that this year, it will be the same. After approximately 363 days of wanting to write a different story this year, we realised that the story will be same.

For once, this season doesn't feel like one to be jolly.

Despite trying to change things, it ended the same way.
Where do you want to go?
What do you want to do?
Who do you want to call?

Guess what? I found the perfect plan.
Thats why i'm here now.

**But some people want to ruin the (less than)perfect night by suggesting leaving the house. oh, great.

school's just a stone throw away.

2009-12-16T02:55:00.003+08:00

Kelmond!!! Happy happy birthday!
yea! hope you enjoyed your birthday ;)

Its a test of my endurance. Muahaha. hopefully, i can survive till wednesday night without falling asleep. more specifically, i hope i don't conk out during my cm at today 8am. lol

Anyway, came back school today for games recce.
Was super early due to parents fetching me ((;
haha.
clar is back!!and brought back delicious biscuits with her ((:

played the games!!!
the first game, indian poker was super funny.
haha.
Laugh
Jia You Guys!!!
Speak with Brithish Accent
Worms
Orh
!!!!!!!
Btich
OK
Touch Hair
Sit Down
Huh
What

lol. super hilarious trying to make each other say the words.
esp pipi and her laughing. lol. and her Blo0dy Hell.
and Joelle's !!!!! too cute xD

oh. apparently it is very difficult to make me say Erm. lol.

can try to make me say that next time k? (:
played some other games after that..

Watergames!!! haha.

tried my best to not get wet.
too bad we couldn't have that super fun game :/

32nd mass dance!!!
seemed quite difficult :/
but is actually quite fun la, just need time to practice. haha.

Met Liyan at the LC Mrt
was first one there! (:
TV
Lady Gaga
Movie(the mist NOT the fog. lol.)
the protagonist was a real loser. haha
but 1 minute later,
he realised that the was hope. haha
poor guy :/

Card Games!
Hand Games!
Silent Mahjong!
**and people laughing in the background*
haha

today is dearest Sports Leader Outing!!
can't wait (:
okay, it may not be the entire batch of us :/
but hey! its the best we can have now right?
don't kill me bh, lol.
looking forward to outing.
oh! thats if i last till dinner. haha.

cheerios! (:

Maybe its the situation i've been. that makes my mind ticks differently in terms of certain aspects.

Have tolerance k? i'll try to hold it in.

but sometimes, its just too much.

Marina Barrage, Billy BOMBers, Kbox (Kel's 17th)

2009-12-14T01:08:00.003+08:00

I can't think of a better title, haha.

yea!! yesterday was so fun,

I'm glad i decided to be a good kid and turn up for NE trip ;)

There was some family day thingy there, so there were alot of green coloured shirt people there, and nice music. food too, bad sadly, no cold drinks :(

we went into the water gallery and had alot of fun taking photos. honestly, i can't rmb much except the flood control thingy, and the whole stack of old newspapers. I think S'pore is very innovative to further develop their flood control thingy into some sorta attraction.

When we came out, our other classmates were doing the reflection thingy. haha. so they left early :/ we went to the rooftop!! nice for flying kite (: samuel can't get tanned, lol. if not it will be obvious on screen xD Shixun is smart to have brought pencils for us to do the reflection thingy.

Saw a couple supposedly taking wedding photos. so funny, will ruin their hair :/ oh well, but its nice (; we took photos too!! haha.

As we came down, 2 girls advertising red bull came to us and as a true 32nd, guess what i thought of? :D:D

hopefully, the sponsorship goes through *crosses fingers and pray*

went to eat billy bomberss!!!

expensive :/ but nice and filling :D:D camwhored as usual (:

and brendon had his blackpepper icecream! lol.

went to k box after lunch, but me and milly had some "errand" to run. was rushing about and counting our money. met some qtss people at Kbox (: surprising.

OMFFG. K box is sososososos fun. we should so go there again! we kept alternating between chinese and english songs. Brendon had a go at jap songs but er, i think the words were too difficult or smth? the duets were nice too!! turns out, we all know some english and chinese songs, haha. wanted to find K songs but couldn't :/ just before the time was up, me and sam were frantically searching for Jian Ao.

I can see you changing. but is it for the better?

Surprise!!!

2009-12-05T21:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was awesome!

we went to Liyan's house to give her a birthday(belated) surprise. lol.

was supposed to go samuel's house to help the res prepare food but i had meeting :(

met the rest at Liyan's house.

apparently liyan thought that she was supposed to go shopping with milly. haha. she got 5 additional company (:

so me, kelmond, samuel, derrick, charis and milly waited at her door to surprise her :D

omg. they prepared alot of food!!!!!

haha...

we piled alotta food onto liyan's plate. didn't think she finished it xD

played mahjong and xbox after that.

the metal slug game was screwed. lol. cause there was only 3 credits, we had to keep restarting the same mission. i think we all got bored of vomitting zombies. haha.

played some other games too (:

omg yea. i only won the first game. liyan won 8 games in a row. wow. zai.

was so happy when i had to stop arranging 19 rows. haha.

ate macs after tht for dinner before heading home.

awesome day man (:

standard chartered marathon race 2moro! all the best for all running! (:

Leadership Training Camp

2009-12-02T16:48:00.003+08:00

This camp is one i'll never forget....

2009-11-19T00:33:00.002+08:00

This isn't how its supposed to be....

I want my fairytale.......

ECP

2009-11-16T00:40:00.004+08:00

HellO!

32nd outing.
Awesome :D:D
skated today.
haven't done that in a long time, felt really good.
and the beach was nice..
the sounds of the waves reminded me of my childhood holidays in resorts.
too bad i couldn't put a blanket there to sit :/

okay, here is a photo of some 32nd on the beach. i'm not in. lol.
didn't really wanna put faces.
Beach is a fun fun place to be at ((:

damn you for making me think about it =.=

Perfect Closure

2009-11-16T00:34:00.002+08:00

If I wanted a closure, I think this would be the perfect closure.
The memories will remain in our minds forever,
especially in yours.
I truely enjoyed myself and i took in every moment of it.
The way we played and joked,
the way we poked fun at each other.
The true natural beauty of the place we were in.
Feels... so sincere.
Just so you know, to me, this is the best farewell gift we can give you.

Our interests would be different,
and some subjects would become taboo.
But I believe, that things between us wouldn't change.
You would still be that awesoe friend i've come to love and treasure.
I wonder how much you know that.

And i mean it when I said this is not the end.
It would just be the start of something new (:

Post Promos (:

2009-11-15T02:19:00.005+08:00

HellO!
haven't really blogged in a long time,
so maybe this would be slightly long...
after promos, i think i went out but offhand, i couldn't really rmb.
oh yea! that thingy i had to do.
Speech and prize giving day! (:

when school started again, we had to chiong for WR since submission date was near.
We worked hard to finish editing major stuff each day, so that we can show the teachers.
and,and, we burnt weekends at brendon's house just for wr. haha . but, we did it! (:
after that, we had to start on OP.
well, thats when the fun really started, haha. we were at the library almost the whole time, working on our slides tgt, and having the occasional fun.
I liked being able to slack without having to feel guilty that i spent time surfing the net aimlessly (;
also, playing sims, watching youtube videos, playing minesweeper, having lunch.
oh yea, esp class lunches. although not the full class, but fun (:
here is a photo:

love my class people :D

oh yea, ate at some korean place at cine and i caught a MV. thats the first time i saw BIG BANG.
haha. by now, guess you should know that i'm crazy over them. lol

awesome songs, pretty good looking dudes, very entertaining youtube videos. haha.
and you get addiction. listening to them non-stop for the past 3 weeks. awesome.
esp T.O.P :D:D okay, lol.

OP! practiced a few times, the people in the room were super nice and spontaneous. nodding with us and raising their hands enthusiastically. haha
went out with the usual gang again (:
it was super fun, as usual.
went into the puzzle shop and it made me change my perspective of puzzle shops.
you can spend an hour in there. lol.

Met up with Wilbur!
to apparently study. i only did a bit, but hey, at least i started a bit. My brain was quite rusty. Couldn't really rmb much about Permanent dipole dipole forces. lol.
awww... bickering with clav was fun :D sorry! didn't inform ya earlier i wasn't heading to the airport :/

Log room cleanup.
FUN:D:D:D
gist is, log room is supper clean and spacious, inhaled paint fumes, learnt how to make scrabbies, and learn that 2 other 32nd like Big Bang. MUAHAHA.
Guitar Hero/The Beatles/Bring It On after that.
oh so fun.
i love hanging out with 32nd.
makes me stop thinking bout worrying stuff ((:

Ohoh. Lardee started watching V.Mars :D
after Chinese paper, i had some time, and i planned out a entire V.M neighbourhood.
muahaha.
constructed 3 houses from scratch: Echolls, Mars and a mixed house for wallace, piz, weevil, madison and mac. lol. i even created Neptune high! haha.
yeap! i'm proud of my awesome work ((: maybe i'll post photos when i have time.

oh! kept going to J8 and Ion. lol. i love shopping :D
i hate window shopping with out $$

East Coast Park with 32nd 2moro! (today Actually)
can't wait ((:

I have no idea how to break it to you.
i want you to know that nothing will change between us.
you still mean that much to me.
you're still that person i can connect with.
Be Strong.
You have it in you.

2009-11-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

falling apples

2009-10-26T23:05:00.003+08:00

Picture a big apple tree.
plenty of healthy red apples hanging from it.
suddenly, a couple fall to the ground.
the healthy apples hanging on the tree can do nothing,
but stare.

birthdays

2009-10-19T00:47:00.003+08:00

Happy happy birthday Yveena!!! the girl whom made me crazy, lol
Happy Belated birthday to:

Joanna! awesome classmate :D
Julian! dude who cheered me up with a few words :D
Nessy! wait,dear, wait. i foresee barrage and picnic soon :D
Joelle! the girl whom lives just so near :D

I'm sorry for not being able to properly celebrate my friends birthdays :/

Whats with promos and all >_<

ickle and Lardee

2009-10-17T23:05:00.005+08:00

picture taken from: http://www.mymilktoof.blogspot.com/

Yveena: Lets go library reeeeead!!

Marion: eh! no! i wanna finish my ice cream first!

Yveena: Awww... i'll let you carry my bright red bag!

Marion: no! ice cream is the best!

I'd say ice cream beats library any day, yveena =.=

Speech and Prize Giving Day( the eve)

2009-10-17T16:01:00.007+08:00

52nd Speech and Prize Giving Day

(the day before)

lol.

went back to find Mrs D.

poked around the hall abit.

saw the nice flooring.

lol.. and plenty of plants. lol

Ms W. was there so asked a poor lil' innocent kid beside her to help us grab photos. lol

I'm still waiting for the proper photos taken on friday. haha

but i shall upload this first :)

Yesterday was completely awesome and utter suicide.

Prize giving day was completely awesome and upsetting.

After that was utterly suicidal and comforting.

2009-10-13T17:17:00.002+08:00

hello!

exams finally over!

haha..

but i need to do smth important first before i can really play :/

go figure if you don't know what it is.

good for you if you know :D

anyway, was flipping through the past few years of yearbooks..

and i realised that my dream was in the past few yearbooks.

and i realised why i wanted so bad to achieve my dream.

why was that even my dream to begin with..

I take your interest as an insult

2009-09-20T21:36:00.003+08:00

I haven thought about this for a while.
nothing happened which made me think back.
sure, questions were asked
and sometimes, i obliged.
until that day
someone had to bring back all the memories.
with those simple words
that kept repeating.
nobody wanted it to be this way.
none of us did
but
somethings are unchangable.
actions
words
mindset
i just can't seem to get the expression out of my head.
and someone had to do that.

but hey,
on the bright side,
i have further affirmation.
you are a ______________

the 2 previous posts were just for me to get off my chest.
if you know what i mean, well and good. if ya don't, ignore it.
have a nice day (:

2009-09-19T08:50:00.002+08:00

i don't know what happened
neither do i want to know what happened.
but the next thing i know,
the damage is done.
and it hurts each time it happens.
you think its fun don't you?
have you ever considered?

i wonder when will you realise...

Ctrl- F5

2009-09-12T21:47:00.009+08:00

Samuel is a genius

:D:D

his suggestion makes blogger back to normal again.

that means
pics + words that are not the same size and colour= not boring post!

actually not really :/

but just that i meant to post pictures and stuff.

I'm a visual kinda kid

hee.

Chalet pics! shall upload a few only aye.

looks familiar? campaigning pose!

everyone whom went to the chalet, minus the few of us :/ marion,joelle,clarissa,pun,qiqi,jenin,clarrie

wanted to upload more but it was super troublesome >_<

next time MUAHAHA

shall upload one photo from friday xD

those whom went to Joelle's advanced birthday party (:

you're a bunch of super awesome people. Being with you makes me forget any trouble i have with school. It like a neverending playground. How you can make me laugh till my stomach hurts is a wonder. We have fun together, play silly but entertaining games and dance like nobody's business. We can all get high together.Yes, things are tiring when we have to do proposals, when ad-hocs are nearing and we can all feel the atmosphere getting heated up. Sometimes even querrel. But we are all in the same boat. Thats why we support and care for each other. you guys are just awesome.

Like, total, ly~

Joelle's advanced birthday party (:

2009-09-11T23:07:00.003+08:00

Wee...
chalet was awesome :D:D

since the place has only 1 aircon room for us, i just stayed there most of the time.

but the rest were watching horrror shows there.
and i don wanna watch :/
so i spent the whole day playing taptap! haha
and many other stuff.
it quite interesting to be there trying not to hear the storyline and stuff, and your friends are all screaming.saying:
"omg!! don't wanna watch ready!"
"so disgusting!"
*screams*
haha.

after dinner, played at the playground etc,
super fun!!
danced,
talked,
played ice & water too!
miss playground much :/
"people! airborne! airborne! plan c plan !"
haha.
and played who?what!huh???

kkae. would upload pics soon but blogger is being such a sweet little "female dOG" (: so i can't upload today :/

moving on!
joelle paty!
fun,fun,fun

ziyuan,yimei,shengrong,julian and joel
came to my place sightly earlier to do the prezzie etc.
ended up the guys were having such...
"healthy" thoughts.
sigh.
boys will be boys yeaa? :D
rest came over too and my house suddenly felt very cramp.
haha
left for the party!!!
awesome.
the people reminded me of the many queenstownians i know..
and if you are trying to guess(which i think you would fail miserably),
i'm not refering to those close friends of mine..
i wonder how they are doing now? :/
i really miss the company, the way you guys behave :/

yup, so don't mind me if i was staring just now, haha.
32nd! don't bother trying to guess who i was staring at xD

oh wells, have to wake up early 2moro.
anyone wanna go changi study? haha

illogical beings

2009-09-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

Biased much?
We care, we bother, we make the effort, that’s why we do it.

Upset?
Don’t complain. Do the same.
Everything comes with a price. Pay it hard, pay it well.

Cadillac Records

2009-09-10T01:46:00.003+08:00

Awesome

would you just stop interfering? give it a rest kid, stop giving people more reason to detest you.

2009-09-08T01:34:00.007+08:00

before i forget..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST PENNYNA & CALVIN!!!!!!

to the guy whom brightens our day with his daily does of sarcasm. yea, you piss people off at times but we still love you :D the guy whom always lends us his notes, give us 'lobangs' and shares any new news with us. the dude who we can count on. muahaha. 4 years of friendship and counting.Happy Birthday dude (:

Dear Pen, i have no idea where you are. to the great girl whom makes my life in class absolutely crazy and fun. yep. its so freakin cool the both of ya have same birthdays. i'll miss those days girl :/

OKay! i'm done with the birthday dedications.

Had a great day on saturday...

other than the ZOMGG geog test.

gah..thought i did better than mid years *prayinghard.prayinghard* >_<

hopefully i really do

after that, met yveena and clav!

at this awesome place called teadot at the new mall beside bugis.

to study although not much were done :/

clav ps us to go to the library.

walked around with yvee.

love her to bits! muahaha.

went home to nap for awhile before heading to t p macs.

the place is niiice :D

nice environment haha.

although, i suddenly feel like going to the esplanade library.

anyone up for studying? :)

yay!!!today got un-official 32nd chalet.

muahaha

but smth somebody said made it such a killjoy.

it sucks having to pretend that i don't know when i clearly know about it.

Brand New Start

2009-09-06T01:48:00.000+08:00
Hello dear people! :D

to start off this new blog....

Have a donut a day!
and all your troubles will go away!

maybe thats why mine hasn't gone away.